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ily hooper, my boujee beesh, future roomie,

annoying sister, && personal psychologist.

cant wait till august!, this will be the best year everrr!

i can feel it! mwwahh!

xoxox her.highness, your.highness

bangs!;boaw!

sooo new hair cut..u like? bangs, they always make me feel

fierce, bomb, gorgeous! yess all of those..feeling great today!

stay positive dolls, stay f a b u l o u s!

mwahhh!

xoxoxo her.highness, your.highness

r e a d y

so the only way that i can stop the tears from falling or

to remain sane at this time is to write. && i've come to

realize that the past two months i've been trying to make

myself believe that I was moving on && that i was fully over him.

but the true tests are now, being home for this long period of time.

The same home where soo many memories lie..

this is the time where I will grow the most.

im r e a d y.

&& the tears still fall; forever gone

i dont know why i put myself through this everytime. f.y.i twitter can be the devil at times!

yes i went on his page today..saw some things that hurt my feelings..he's really moved on. cant really say that i'm surprised he was the one who said he didnt love me anymore..soo y not move on? he's moved on a long time ago && left me standing in the middle of a fork road not really knowing what to do.....but guess what! it motivates me to be better to do better for me

&& MOVE ON! its going to take awhile && i am more than ready for this journey.

i've been hurt soo much, things dont get to me anymore...except what I just saw.

I think the thing that gets me the most is the fact that he's looking at someone else the way he used to look at me, that he's giving off emotions and time the way he used to give to me && yet he still hasnt spoken to me or even ask to have a conversation with me which means he doesnt care about me anymore, that hurts..to know someone that you love with your heart and soul doesnt give to shits about you (sorry for the language). but you know what? i must take this time as time to get everything together && find the inner savage within me. open my eyes to those who do care, not blaming them or making them pay for the mistakes, hurt, and pain that this guy has put me through. Grant it i probably have hurt him as well, but thats something that i am unsure of because of the non communication between us. so all i can do is take all of it as a lesson learned, a phase, and hope for the best. forgiving him for the pain that he has caused but not forgetting it. its time to build me up, to stregthen the woman inside of me. tears may be shed, nerves may be wrecked, mind may be boggled, and the thoughts of him may be constant sometimes but i will NEVER go back, NEVER loving him the way I used to, NEVER looking at him, NEVER knowing who or what he has become, NEVER looking back, NEVER having anything to do with him, NEVER wanting him to walk the same road i do, NEVER breathing the same air i breathe, NEVER wanting to be friends, NEVER speaking, NEVER EVER EVER loving another again. I WILL NEVER LOOK BACK TO THIS HURTFUL MAN. I thought it would be forever, but clearly forever doesnt last always.

Good Riddance to the love i had for you, Goodbye to any happy thoughts I had for you, Farewell to you & your life!

&& i hope your new girl loves you soo much better than I did && i hope she doesnt hurt like i do daily and i hope she never has to go through the pain you put me through.

Have a great life!

Farewell to my once Prince Charming.

--h o m e-- for the summer

Yes..i am in Houston for the summer, the first summer here since i've been in college. sigh, it kind of feels good to be here it was time to recollect, rethink, and regroup..being away from home for too long can sometimes make

you loose thought of your principles, goals, and morals,

but I guess thats all in growing up, living life, && learning lessons. So I am thankful that I am at home for this summer, I am excited to see what the summer will bring

and am optimistic for the growth that will take place && the new me that

will step forward when I return to Atlanta. Growth && I have become bestfriends..loll, change && I have become associates..loll (still trying to accept it) and love&i unfortunately have become enemies..hahahaaa just kidding i love my family,friends, && God but through everything I have learned that you cannot love everyone...and that anyone && anything that says they love you may not always mean it.

Be careful who you give your heart to..i look to my heart

as a jewel, something that is a prized possession that not all can recieve

I have learned to hold strong to my heart && the emotions that

are produced from it (love, care)

Not all are deserving of those emotions, i believe that those are mutual things.

Although you should give without the thought of recieving

these emotions, different story.

i've just been writing & writing because

of the thoughts that have encompassed my mind

it may not make sense, but hopefully it has brought advice to someone

somewhere.

Stay true to yourself, take care of yourself, be yourself

xoxoxo her.highness, your.highness

beautiful

i had to post this...doesn't even need a story, comment, headline, it doesn't need anything..[period]

xoxoxo

her.highness, your.highness

"i shouldnt have done it"..you're right:)

kim, kim, kim, why? i mean you're gorgeous, you're a model, you're apart of a very successfull tv series which brings you tons of publicity...soooo the reason behind you posing for playboy was?.....inquiring minds want to know...because it makes no sense to me..unless you just wanted to share your boobs & cooch with the world for fun..i mean sheesh you already had the whole sex tape thing..so now since this is a popular magazine it makes it better...gives you a little bit more dignity?...uhhhh NO! if reggie got mad at you for mistakingly publishing a calendar for him how do you think he will feel about this?...&& dont feed us with the yaya about how you're over him, moving on...ahhhhhh save it! when you're in love, you never stop loving that person...NEVER! && you care about what they think of you...sooo yeah if he was ever coming back..he's not coming back now...

wait..

ok..

that was rude to say..but I mean it just irritates me when people do things and then after its done makes a statement like, "well maybe i shouldnt have done it"...out of all the pr agents & managers in my opinion as a celebrity you have NO room for mistakes. im just saying.

xoxoxoxo

her.highness, your.highness